i hope everyone is good
let me tell u why im in not a very good state.
those who dont wana know . can read away now .
those who dont want to know how much pain i went through.
those who dont wana read vulgaraties .
please go away now =)
yesterday. was the WORST PAIN I EVER FELT
i had invincible pain . i had tremendous pain .
i had unbearable pain . i had the wrst mother frekaing pain i ever felt .
it was like . getting banged by a car. den the car reversed .
and went forward to charge you again
i was having pain arnd . i dno .. 12pm
or 1pm ? i went to the library after school to chill and kill tyme
i was waiting for my soccer training .
i was grabbing chairs hardly.
throwing some . grabbing anything arnd me . it was insane
thank god keefe, jen and kim was there for me
i couldnt have made it . i swear
i was begging god to relive me of the pain . it was a massarce.
mr kumar was super nice . gave me a lift home
den the pain went off. until we went to marsiling . arnd there.
the pain came again .
my kidney and groin was like having children inside.
kicking and bouncing . i was in excruciating pain
i was telling him how bad it was.
he told me to relax . and read or just think of something else.
i couldnt . i just simple couldnt . it was hurting me .
den when we reach malaysian custom . an officer asked us to pull up beside the road
told mr kumar dat we dint put on our safety belt . in a very rude tone
from dat. he talked. saying dat. why dint we put on our belts.
was it so hard to put on . ?
attitude.
den mr kumar told him i was a student and he was a teacher and im in pain .
the officer was like " oh your a teacher? "
" where do you teach? "
HELLO . THE FUCK LA . JUST GIVE THE FUCKING FINE
AND FUCK OFF.
I DINT CARE IF HE WAS GONA STOP ME . OR WATEVER FUCK THE OFFICER WAS GONA DO
I DINT CARE.
IT WAS FUCKING HURTING ME
I JUST SAID " FUCK LA . JUST GIVE THE FUCKING TICKET LA . FUCKER "
I said it not directly at hes face. but was at hes direction . and loud
i swore he heard it
mr kumar turned and stared at me .
i dint even a rat's ass. the pain was taking over me .
the officer freaking finally let us go with a warning and no fine
mr kumar wind up hes window and said " u not scared he scold u for talking lidat ? "
i was like " I DONT GIVE A DAM . "
so somehow i managed to hold on til home .
i called my mum and dad . mum brought me to a clinic shortly after.
doctor took a short urine test . told me blood was present
prescribed pain killers for me . for the pain
i felt much better. pain was off . dats good
so today morning dint go to school
woke at 7. smsed with wk . thank you =)
8 smth went to wisma maria . specialist clinics
went to see a specialist. told me to take an ultrasound. pics below
x ray / ultrasound report.
states dat. i have no problems in my kidney and bladder.
left kidney measures 100mm
right kidney measures 108mm.
the process was very .. uncomfortable.
the room was cold as hell .
the doctor applied u know dat jelly in movies
for pregnant mums . the transparent jelly
it was sticky and cold .
i was trying my best not to laugh. cause it was really ticklish and cold.
this is the ultra sound pictures.
FROM CLOCKWISE :LEFT KIDNEY, RIGHT KIDNEY, BLADDER RIGHT KIDNEY ,LEFT KIDNEY.
got to admit . its kinda cool
picture taken in the car.
so not really good la . but stil can see. clearly.
so the doctor later told me . that no kidney stone was found in groin and kidney.
he said high possibilty that it is in my urethra. or however u spell it
the passage to the groin from kidney.
so .. yea.
was gona take a IVU scan on sunday morning .
the scan would have some white stuff injected into me . to that a clear vision of my body can be seen
and a scan wud be made again .
the duration of whole process would be an hour plus .
my dad told me to rather go to MOUTH ELIZABETH HOSPITAL tomolo
arnd 11 he picks me up from school
i agree. singapore is better .
so yes. hope u guys um.. understand .
u can give me ur support and care via sms . wud comfirm reply u ! :D
thanks keefe. jen . kim . mr kumar. wei kher. zeh. daryl .
im still me
will get well soon . hope everything goes well tomolo !
. im stil fine . hope no one looks at me differently .
im still me . test let u see. .
my name is johnny depp..
i mean derek tan :D
just jking .
