ask anyone
ask everyone
i can say with confidence
i dont cry.
the last tyme i did was my bdae celebration
dat was tears of joys. and dat was just my eye watery
but i swear . i nvr cried like this ever.
the most fcked up thing is . i cant explain it
i dno why i acted de way i did
i had the whole day with u
and most of the tyme i was fcking fcked up
i really cant explain it
in a year i only might be angry / sad for
less den 10 days.
i don ever get angry or sad easily
im a very very happy person
dat can be proven by my frens
yes wat im saying is
i cried.
no tears of joy
it was tears of regret . tears of failing
why did i act lidat.
i dint cry like one or two drops
i cried like downpour pang yuxuan style .
don worry.
im fine i think
i just really feel so fcking guilty
i let u down
对不起.
我真的不知道.
i will surely make up for it .
once agian . sorry
after today.
i know wat i want in lyfe.
i'll fcking wait
trust me .
see me .
watch me .
love you . wholeheartedly
