THE "LOOKBACK" POST
ahh well. its 6am in the morning
2th day of the new year
hows 2010 coming along for u guys ?
year 2009 was a difficult year.
ALOT of bad things happened inside just dat year
family problems
relationship problems
frenship problems
well dats lyfe.
wud i have changed certain things ? yes
im sure everyone wanted to do this . or that in another way
but we cant dwell on what has happened.
though i stil feel very very bad about certain things
i dno wat to do for now but to
MOVE ON ! a brand new year ahead .
another frreaking 365 days ! ( 364 now )
for me . the following year will be another tough one
i can already sense it
the obvious hard one is im going bak . one more week im going bak
leaving u guys all behind again . my loved ones . my family . my frens . my food :P
ill be back in .. june ? july ?
thank god i can celebrate my birthday in singapore / malaysia
yesterday i told melvin and ivy . 1 GF 3F . most important
Girlfren . Family . Frens . Food
GFFFF
nonsense eh. but true . well . now im single .
woo-ed so hard . got it finally . lost it .
in case u guys stil dont know . the owner of this blog is going to wait a year
A year u ask . A year for what ?!
A year for someone i love deeply.
A year for someone i am willing to wait for
A year for her.
some would just give up .
Nah why waste a year waiting just for someone ?
Nah why her ?
Nah Got others !
bear in mind . i'v never wanted this .
fair share of love and hate
fair share of support and disapprovals
but
i want to . so yea. dont question me about it anymore
yes its hard . yes i know even if i wait . there might be some problems
but . she means alot . as in alot alot .
sometymes u just sit and cant help but wonder. what if my lyfe was without this person
lonely ? empty ? sad ? unhappy ? happier ?
i do think about em . and i just cant imagine without her.
just.. wrong . weird. not complete.
now another target
my studies . i fcked up so bad during sec 3
come bak DOTA DOTA DOTA !
non-stop . had a team . went for competitions
ahh . good tymes .
but as u grow up . more important things are infront of u
its about sacrificing as well .
woud u give up this . for this ?
for now . DOTA is a no go . affects me too much.
maybe the weekends yes . a game or two .
but for now . i haven played this thing at home for a month
i will study hard . and i mean it
not hardcore study everyday -.-
but i will put in effort . trust me
Another conclusion i have came to
i once thought UK would be the place i want to live in after everything
settle down there
now . no more . i prefer malaysia
my home . though its crapped up sometymes
it has its beauty .
the food . culture . everything .
iv decided . i will come back . this is home after all :)
SO WHAT NOW FOR THIS WEEK?
have a dinner later .
quite intresting i would say. i wana see how imma handle it
monday will have a gathering with mah besties at my place
weewheet . lets go crazzzzzzaye.
and den i guess shopping for clothes before i head bak on saturday nyte
i know this post is lengthy.
but this is whats on my mind lately
may god bless me and you guys for whatever u all do
and for watever happens in the near future
brace for it !
the way i see it . if your 2009 was shit
u havent seen shit yet .
to you : 对不起.
我让你不快乐.
可是. 我答应你的事情.我一定会做到.
Trust me . everything will be alryte. Have a little faith.
I'll just stand there .Like u wanted me to .
But always remember . Come rain come shine .
Come whatever this year may bring .
I'll always be there for you .Regardless of tyme . (i remeber your 4am calls xP)
I promise . I will .
Sully -
Saranghaeyo.
goodnyte peeps
or shud i say . good morning =)
later !
rek .
