"THE DEEP DOWN INSIDE " POST
some of you might know this
when im angry or sad .
its very very hard to see
very
except one big point .
i will be hyper extremely silent
but on the front . im just smiling . being happy
thats just me .
anyway.
i would say lyfe now for me . is hard
cause . there is something in my lyfe i want to keep
i mean everyone 's life . there is something u really want
and if u have u cherish it
why ? cause you like it . you love it
that keeps me happy
and well . it doesnt have to me an it . i can be a person
and some people like me
will do almost anything .. anything to keep it/her happy .
sometimes if lyfe . u just need to be so patient
so understand
even though its so frustrating .
u dont give up
if u want it . shut the hell up . suck it up .
sacrifices are always made .
but isit for the greater good ?
or for the worst
i wont say what or who or watever
ill just say . i want it .
i want to .
but im helpless
as a person with feelings and emotions . i've tried
ill keep trying
and hoping
but for now
i cant do anything anymore
what ever i do now aint making a difference .
im invisible . im helpless .
im nothing .
and to be honest . its scary . not knowing anything
hope and staying strong . hopefully things will become brighter , better.
people always say . the past is the past .
i say. the past affects the present
the present affects the future .
go figure .
hope everyone is safe and having no problems !
Fighting !
