THE " HECTIC EMOTIONS " POST
so many things happening !
if life could just let us breathe more
enjoy stuff more
nope . im afraid not . it doesnt stop
two birthdays in two days
Raneem my dear . happy birthday to u girl !
its so sweet celebrating your birthday here in england
its like . we all surprise her at 12am in her house
she got frens . boyf all arnd it
it was great
and then
today is HARRY MAH MAN BIRTHDAY
had some small party. nothing crazy.
just beer . barbaque
jefff is the man for cooking
played abit of truth and dare
nothing as funny as the other day .
not sure whether tonyte will have any plans
cause it was thursday nyte
alot of us have classes in the morning
so it ended like at 2.. not really that enjoyable
but it was great hanging with my closest frens :D
near the end
my best fren .. broke down
relationship problems
Exactly the same as me
situation the same
i kept comforting him . told him
your problem is exactly the same as mine
we all been thru this
ill be honest right here right now
I have not moved on .
yea i said it .
i know everyone thinks this way. like oh derek
u seem fine now
yea .. on the outside
i can try and try
keep myself well
but.. its hard..
i told him . i know . u keep telling urself u have to do this
but u just cant . its like .. u cant help it
your just TOO USED TO HAVING IT
i asked him
" you cant help but checking up on her everyday right ? "
" how did u know ? "
" u wish u can talk to her ryte ? "
" yea.. "
same . gosh. tsk. i dont know wat to do
he scolded me at the end
for being stupid and naive
saying i should do something
problem is guys .. how do u do it
if you are completely blocked?
i told him . if i can .. do u think i wont ?
i would kill to have such a wonderful girlfren
but it aint up to me all the time
at the end . he understood my point
and im happy for him . watever he wana do with hes lyfe . its cool
Friends are like Family to me .
U take care of them . When they fall . Be there for them
So when u fall . They will be there for u .
Cheers guys . Im so tired.
